Ode to Stilnox Written by violetonlineisonline I’d like to get out But these little white tablets Man, they’re hard to quit. Share this:TwitterFacebookGoogleLike this:Like Loading... 8 thoughts on “Ode to Stilnox” I really relate to this as I have always had problems with insomnia and needed medication to help me sleep. At first when I had a total meltdown when my first boyfriend invaded my flat I asked the doctor to give me something that “would put an elephant to sleep” He gave me Surmontil and Rohypnol which made me feel I was in a coma until midday every day. Of course I drank a lot with the Rohypnol which is justifiably referred to as the date rape drug. Then when I was taking cocaine 22 hours a day I got hooked on lorezepam, Ativan, as it was the only thing that could make me sleep after so much cocaine. It was a nightmare coming of the lorezepam, panic attacks, imaginary insects biting me, much worse than coming off cocaine. Since 2006 I’ve been on an anti-psychotic as I get manic surges at 3am in the morning and start doing crazy shit like ironing the leaves of artificial plants. I’m not addicted to the anti-psychotics and they have helped stop me relapsing as I have had many psychiatric relapses during my 11 year recovery. I’m 11 years clean this week, LikeLike Reply Nice little haiku 🙂 LikeLiked by 2 people Reply I feel it could be turned into a full on musical. LikeLiked by 1 person Reply never heard of them but a nocturnal knock-out punch would make me smile. LikeLiked by 1 person Reply i like the way you haiku. LikeLiked by 1 person Reply 🙂 LikeLike I could entertain you with my “adventures in Ambien”! LikeLike Reply that’s a great title. and please do! LikeLiked by 1 person Reply Leave a Reply Cancel reply Enter your comment here... Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Email (required) (Address never made public) Name (required) Website You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out / Change ) You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out / Change ) You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out / Change ) You are commenting using your Google+ account. ( Log Out / Change ) Cancel Connecting to %s Notify me of new comments via email.